Christmas... 2008... 2009

Christmas has come to be...and i am totally in towards looking forward to 2009...
Today is officially boxing day...and i am totally stoked about the part where my besties are coming down and we get to spend some quality time together...FINALLY!
Christmas eve dinner was great...i made cocktails and had a good time with Brian and some of my other friends... Cheers to that...
2008 in general was a year to reflect about when 2009 hits i guess.. Its been overall a learning curve for me, coming back home, getting hit hard, loosing my mind, loosing my name, and of course gaining in back and i MET SUCH WONDERFULL FRIENDS this year...its SOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!! I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!!!!

2009!!!! HERE I COME!!!

FATNESS

I am sitting in the fucking conference room and i hate the fucking meetings run by FATNESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So the day shall progress with me TRYING to work for a change and i still cannot work properly with tons of things in my MIND!
THAT was yesterday by the way...I ate Nando's and i felt much more happier...and i had love in my tummy.... :)...
Running - Let's me feel like i am running away from my problems, Let's me feel like i cannot be caught, Let's me feel like i am reaching euphoria.
Today is Tuesday and i shall try to be nice to everyone...but i would still swear...

I'm sorry

The past weekend has got me thinking about a few things i have done in my life (well not a few...But a LOT!!!) So i would like to take the opportunity to say I AM SORRY. People that i have mentioned in this blog are for real, just that they are named in an awkward manner...

I am sorry to AKD for not celebrating your birthday properly and not meeting up with you properly ever since we moved back HOME!

I am sorry to DM for not talking to you properly and keeping in touch with you properly ever since you moved to INDIA.

I am sorry to XW for not moving with you to Canada and attending school there and picked a low life school for scumbags in fucking New Zealand and moving back to HOME after that and still not visiting you in TORONTO.

I am sorry to JQL for not moving to McMaster to attend their religion school and keeping in touch with you properly while you are still in CANADA.

I am sorry to GL for not meeting up with you after such a long time and still not having beer with you even though i have promised you time and time again...I am just fucking out of time sometime and i am too lazy to make TIME!

I am sorry to SF, JA, AF, VE, CC, AN, IR, DP, GP, DD and very many others for not keeping in touch properly, as yu guys are ages away and i am such a fucker for i need my friends and my loved ones close to feel close to that as i am very physical and i need the hug to make me feel like you guys are here if not then i will miss you guys even more!

I am sorry to BJL for not following you to IKEA last Sunday as i really forgot about it and damn my fucking memory...I highly doubt i can remember my very own birthday sometimes (well that's untrue as i love getting old!) and i am sorry for not attending your dinner events sometimes. :(

I am sorry to GV for not coming around to do more NGO work nowadays as i have to teach in the weekends and work in the weekdays!!!! FUCK..

I am sorry to MJS for breaking your heart and me fucking up our days as i was to young to work that relationship out :( and i regret it very much.

I have more people to say i am sorry to but i can't recall it anymore :(

sorry about that

Sarnan

Office Politics... and food

So i entered the working world a tad bit earlier than some of us... pfftt...what the fuck right?! I came across this cool as photo online and i had a look at with two of my close colleague. So we came to a conclusion that the "fatness"'s best description is "BIRD BRAIN" and plenty more... Damn that picture made my day

I didn't want to work in an office environment as it will definately bring me down mentally and the thought of sitting in front of your fucking PC (mine's a laptop sorry) and typing your heart out trying to run a multi million (for some instance billion) dollar company.....FUCKING HELL!!! I cannot do it man.... But here i am doing it... Well enough complaining i guess..Take STEPS...Make the MEASURES...Weigh out the POSSIBILITIES and Make the MOVE i guess. I might be earning good money...But i am not happy. I wish i didn't have a heart to care...But i don't

So i tried cooking a new and improved version of pasta the other day...Which i am totally happy about...I am stoked about my new place and the fact that i can FINALLY HAVE A FULLY EQUIPED KITCHEN...Fuck man...I will go nuts cooking...and eating and like totally be spending shit loads of money on cooking :) I didnt; take a photo of the pasta soo i can't actually load it up on here now can i!!!!

Looserfish