I'm sorry

The past weekend has got me thinking about a few things i have done in my life (well not a few...But a LOT!!!) So i would like to take the opportunity to say I AM SORRY. People that i have mentioned in this blog are for real, just that they are named in an awkward manner...

I am sorry to AKD for not celebrating your birthday properly and not meeting up with you properly ever since we moved back HOME!

I am sorry to DM for not talking to you properly and keeping in touch with you properly ever since you moved to INDIA.

I am sorry to XW for not moving with you to Canada and attending school there and picked a low life school for scumbags in fucking New Zealand and moving back to HOME after that and still not visiting you in TORONTO.

I am sorry to JQL for not moving to McMaster to attend their religion school and keeping in touch with you properly while you are still in CANADA.

I am sorry to GL for not meeting up with you after such a long time and still not having beer with you even though i have promised you time and time again...I am just fucking out of time sometime and i am too lazy to make TIME!

I am sorry to SF, JA, AF, VE, CC, AN, IR, DP, GP, DD and very many others for not keeping in touch properly, as yu guys are ages away and i am such a fucker for i need my friends and my loved ones close to feel close to that as i am very physical and i need the hug to make me feel like you guys are here if not then i will miss you guys even more!

I am sorry to BJL for not following you to IKEA last Sunday as i really forgot about it and damn my fucking memory...I highly doubt i can remember my very own birthday sometimes (well that's untrue as i love getting old!) and i am sorry for not attending your dinner events sometimes. :(

I am sorry to GV for not coming around to do more NGO work nowadays as i have to teach in the weekends and work in the weekdays!!!! FUCK..

I am sorry to MJS for breaking your heart and me fucking up our days as i was to young to work that relationship out :( and i regret it very much.

I have more people to say i am sorry to but i can't recall it anymore :(

sorry about that

Sarnan